12 more days and I am having this baby! It is time to do a final update.
I have to say overall this pregnancy has been easier than my first, but I wouldn't call it easy. Pregnancy is not for wimps!
It has been easier because I have felt better. I didn't have morning sickness as long or as severe. I haven't gained as much weight. I have gained about 30 pounds this time around. I gained about 45 pounds with Grant. I also am not retaining as much water. My feet get puffy if I do a lot (like move), but my hands and face are not nearly as bad. I can still wear my wedding ring. Whoop whoop!
I don't know if she is smaller than Grant or just in a different position, but this little girl is not making me as uncomfortable as Grant did. I am interested to see how much she weighs.
Then the not so easy parts. I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes in March. I was hoping I had just failed the first glucose test because I did it in the middle of the day. I had eaten a little bit before and didn't go into the test fasting. I had to do the 3 hour glucose test, which is about the meanest thing to make a pregnant woman go through, and failed.
I have gotten used to the diet for the most part. I haven't had to take any additional medications because I have been able to maintain my blood sugars by watching my carbs and sugars. It isn't easy or fun! I hate it and I hope it goes away after I have this baby.
I also have had this funny rash on my face. I hate it! It is aggravated by dairy products, which really puts a kink in finding food at times. The diabetes nurse suggested high protein foods like string cheese, cottage cheese, and Greek yogurt. Yeah, not going to work. It is frustrating.
I have been really nervous about having this baby. The nervousness has over powered the excitement until just the last few days. I am getting more uncomfortable every day and it has changed my mental state. I am ALMOST to the point where I am ready to just get this baby out of here! I think it is really interesting how that works. For almost the whole pregnancy I was uncomfortable or not myself, but not miserable. The thought have sleepless nights, a c-section, and everything else didn't out weigh the discomfort of being pregnant. There is something about the last few weeks that changes a mother's mind.
Personally I think it was part of the Lord's plan because let's be honest labor and child birth are not fun. No one would just willingly go through any of it for kicks and giggles. However, when you are packing around a 30 pound bowling ball, can't eat, can't sleep, etc. you get to the point where you would do ANYTHING to get the baby out.